Solitude is within the preloaded emotions humans must feel. Of course, debate arguing in favor and against will exist as long as there are debaters. Nevertheless, the fact that solitude has always existed is indisputable. Does this support my thesis?
The sole idea of making a film is too time consuming. Nevertheless, just thinking about it makes me go away for a little time, barely enough to forget of all the obligations and start believing in a promising future so distant from reality.
Why are people lonely? (No, bad word choice,) Why are some people more lonely than others? Is it that every school needs a lone wolf? Is it that, for every friend group, there must be an "excluded" one? Why is it only one?
Is it?
I'm trying to live a filmmaking world while I must live of hybridization problems with the Octet Rule and college hunting. Is that the cause of my loneliness?
Why is loneliness universal. There is no universal sign for gratitude, but everyone can recognize it. Why loneliness goes unrecognized?
As of nowadays, I'm in the debate of time. I'm reading a novel too far away from my country, too old for my time, too great for my age. And yet, I believe that it can become my first film and one of the best. Loneliness is opening me the path for achieving achieving this goal, and yet it kills me in the "real" world.
Is an excruciating loneliness beneficial? In the long run? Anytime? Why is it that, even if I try, I cannot overcome the devastating loneliness?
In Latin America (specifically in Ecuador), a social culture, can there be existentialist problems? Nihilist-like loneliness? Logical pessimism? Am I the exception to the rule that proofs it or the example that proofs the falseness of the proposition?
Or nothing of this matters?
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